I tried to rest this morning. I'm still on bedrest, but I can't rest. I've tried, I promise. I keep looking around the house and seeing how much needs done. When I leave tonight, I will be coming home with my son. The dishes need done. I need to vacuum. There is so much clutter all over the place. This is no place to bring a child. Why didn't I do all this stuff before now??? I was working a little on moving around the clutter in the dining room, but Shawn got irritated and made me go lay back down. I watched Benjamin Button on Netflix, but I just can't concentrate on it. I'm so anxious!
Jeremy and Candy brought pizza over for dinner. I figured, it's the last day, screw the no sugar diet! It was good pizza. Clint and Diane came over earlier today to pray for us and the baby and the doctors. I feel better about the induction and the medications and all after the praying. I'm very nervous about the cytotek, but I trust the doctor knows what she is doing, and all will work out.
After Jeremy and Candy left, it was time to leave for the hospital. I started crying. I kept telling Shawn over and over, I am not ready for this. Maybe we could wait a few more days. What's the big rush to induce? He's excited, but I am so nervous.
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